perubahan. changes. senang diungkap, payah dibuat. "bro, aku nak berubah. aku dah taknak macam dulu" "aku nak berubah jadi lebih baik." "aku rasa dah sampai masanya untuk aku berubah." bagaimana boleh terdetik di hati kita untuk berubah ?  apa yang aku tahu, kebanyakan orang yang ingin berubah adalah kerana mereka telah melalui sejuta jenis kebodohan lewat hidup mereka. banyak kali hati terluka sakit,...

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cuba kenang kembali detik-detik pertama 'perkenalan' aku dan Tuhan. waktu-waktu bodoh yang keterlaluan. waktu-waktu pemberontakan mendarah daging dalam diri. orang kata, jangan lagi pandang perkara yang lepas. pandang pada masa sekarang dan masa depan. tapi, mana mungkin, kan ? kalau magic spell Harry Potter betul-betul menjadi, dah lama aku cast spell "Obliviate".  biar hilang semua sakit luka yang dulu. senang. alangkah. tak mati...

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     Literature is my overwhelming passion. I admire William Shakespeare so much. He is the greatest English writer in the world.  I have one big dream. No one knows my desire. Nobody ever bother to know. When I was in Year Three, there was a group of friends who had asked me what I want to be when I grow up. I...

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di hari yang mulia ini, saya ingin memohon ampun di atas segala salah silap saya kepada cikgu-cikgu dan pensyarah-pensyarah saya. cikgu, saya minta maaf sebab saya main royal kat belakang dengan kawan-kawan sedangkan cikgu duk mengajar kat depan. mata tengok cikgu, tapi mulut terkumat-kamit "A spade, 3 diamond" segala benda tu. hm, tak bagus jugak letak meja dalam group macam tu. cikgu, saya...

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"An example from the life of Sufyan al-Thawri, one of the greatest figures in the history of Islamic Law and Sufism, is worthy of mention. Sufyan looked much older than his age. He would tell those who asked the reason of this: "I had a teacher who was educating me. While he breathed his last he could not say the kalima-i tawhid, even...

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" At that moment curtains open and curtains close ; The merit is to be able to say welcome to Azrael ! " poem by N. Fazil Kisakurek. - The Last Breath, Osman Nuri TOPBAS This is someone dying while having an MRI scan. Before you die, your brain releases tons and tons of endorphins that make you feel a range of emotions....

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