Monday, 9 December 2013

It's you, idiot.



Woi ! kau dah kenapa ?”

Kerusi di hadapan dihentak ketepi. Kelima-lima jari bersatu membuku. Bibir diketap kuat. Lelaki di hadapannya membisu. Tidak berkutik walau sedikit. Pasrah kalau dia bakal dibunuh sekalipun pada saat ini. 

“Aku minta maaf.”

“Maaf ? Huh. Kau ingat dengan maaf kau tu everything’s going to change ? kau ingat kaki aku akan okay balik and I can be a soccer player ?”

“I’m really sorry. I’m sorry to death.”

“Now you start pissing me off.” Letak kaca mata dibetulkan.

Lelaki tadi kembali diam. Menahan sakit yang sedang dirasa. Sakit yang mereka rasa. Nafsu amarah zaman gila membawa kepada penyesalan yang tak sudah. Impian kawan baik dikasi hancur. Remuk. Memori yang tragis.

“Let’s separate our own way, now. Just buat macam kau tak kenal aku. Aku tak kenal kau. Like we don’t know each other.”

“Sorry..”

“If you’re really sorry, then give up something important in your life. Just like what you did to mine !”

Bagpack dicapai dan dia keluar daripada kelas.




Loceng berbunyi menandakan waktu kelas tamat. Langkahnya menuju kepada lelaki yang sedang berdiri di hadapan pagar utama sekolah. 

Kehadirannya disedari. Lalu keluhan kasar keluar dari mulut lelaki itu.

“I’ll transfer to another school.”

“Jangan cakap benda yang paling important dalam hidup kau is this school ? Eh, tu benda kecil la. Don't you have something bigger ?” Lelaki itu gelak. Tak percaya.

“You’re hurting whenever I’m close to you. You remember the pain I gave to you whenever you see me. You feel uncomfortable with my sorry and with my presence. My mistake is too big and you’ll never be able to forgive me for that sin. So, I’m quitting.”


Gelak lelaki itu terhenti. Menanti sambungan bicara lelaki di hadapannya.

“The thing I just give up is not this school. It’s you, idiot.”

Lalu dia terus berlalu pergi. 



 ainumsolehah | Republik Besut
   09122013 | 01:26
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5 comments:

  1. Is it actually btween a girl & a boy?

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    1. oh, the conversation sounds girly to you, eh ? heh. my bad.

      both of them are guys. the bad one on the outside but so soft in friendship. :)

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  2. Lepas tu what happened ukhti?

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  3. school 2013 isn't it?..

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