“Woi ! kau dah kenapa ?”
Kerusi di hadapan dihentak ketepi.
Kelima-lima jari bersatu membuku. Bibir diketap kuat. Lelaki di hadapannya
membisu. Tidak berkutik walau sedikit. Pasrah kalau dia bakal dibunuh sekalipun
pada saat ini.
“Aku minta maaf.”
“Maaf ? Huh. Kau ingat dengan maaf
kau tu everything’s going to change ? kau ingat kaki aku akan okay balik
and I can be a soccer player ?”
“I’m really sorry. I’m sorry to death.”
“Now you start pissing me off.” Letak
kaca mata dibetulkan.
Lelaki tadi kembali diam. Menahan sakit
yang sedang dirasa. Sakit yang mereka rasa. Nafsu amarah zaman gila membawa
kepada penyesalan yang tak sudah. Impian kawan baik dikasi hancur. Remuk.
Memori yang tragis.
“Let’s separate our own way, now. Just buat
macam kau tak kenal aku. Aku tak kenal kau. Like we don’t know each other.”
“Sorry..”
“If you’re really sorry, then give up
something important in your life. Just like what you did to mine !”
Bagpack dicapai dan dia keluar
daripada kelas.
Loceng berbunyi menandakan waktu kelas
tamat. Langkahnya menuju kepada lelaki yang sedang berdiri di hadapan pagar
utama sekolah.
Kehadirannya disedari. Lalu keluhan kasar
keluar dari mulut lelaki itu.
“I’ll transfer to another school.”
“Jangan cakap benda yang paling
important dalam hidup kau is this school ? Eh, tu benda kecil la. Don't you have something bigger ?” Lelaki itu gelak. Tak
percaya.
“You’re hurting whenever I’m close to you. You
remember the pain I gave to you whenever you see me. You feel uncomfortable
with my sorry and with my presence. My mistake is too big and you’ll never be
able to forgive me for that sin. So, I’m quitting.”
Gelak lelaki itu terhenti. Menanti
sambungan bicara lelaki di hadapannya.
“The thing I just give up is not this school.
It’s you, idiot.”
Lalu dia terus berlalu pergi.
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5 comment(s)
Is it actually btween a girl & a boy?
ReplyDeleteoh, the conversation sounds girly to you, eh ? heh. my bad.
Deleteboth of them are guys. the bad one on the outside but so soft in friendship. :)
Lepas tu what happened ukhti?
ReplyDeleteschool 2013 isn't it?..
ReplyDeleteyes ! :)
Delete“Hanya sedikit ini yang kutahu, kutulis ia untuk-mu, maka berbagilah dengan-ku apa yang kau tahu.”